of my life! The days seem to run together here anymore. I get up, get the kids off to school, go through my daily routine of cleaning, laundry, catching up on my internet groups, chatting on the phone..... then they come home and the night begins. Baseball or softball depending on the day of the week.
My life is boring... so monotonous.. the same. No wonder I get in a funk here and there. I feel it coming on now, and hence the reason for me writing about it... sometimes I can stop it if I acknowledge it. This week the schedule changes. Both of my parents are having surgery this week. I pray that everything goes according to plan and they all come out well. Dad is first. His is tomorrow at 8am. I can't be there and that is very depressing to me. I don't like to let my parents go through stuff like this without being there. But I have to be here to get the kids off to school. Mom's is Thursday. I am going to ask the kid's dad to take the afternoon off work so I can go with her. Her's is late afternoon. She has never had surgery before, and I know she is a bit nervous.
Friday... if all goes well with mom and dad, I get to go to an all day crop!!! YAY! I took the weekend off from work, and get to go to the Saturday crop as well!! I so need this time off from work, and just time to be away and be me and do what I love so very much!
So, with winter and cold weather coming, so will the "funk" as I call it. That seasonal type depression. I HATE it.... but I refuse to be on medication. I can whip this, and having this blog here to help me journal my thoughts, well, that will help a lot!!! SO... funk funk go away, don't come back ANY day!!!
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